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Green Around the Gills

by Xingfoo&Roy

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1.
Everything, everybody has something to say to me to distract from their moral ambivalence aren’t you tired of your fucking shit? It’s so profound how you pronounced everybody else’s thoughts or were you too drunk you forgot? Why do you have to be so cynical (it’s the part of me that keeps me holy)
2.
When I was younger, I thought I would be great If I tried my best and worked real hard I must be something eventually, eventually You can reach your goals, they said, you just have to work real hard for it Well i’m here now and it’s kind of underwhelmning Does life get more exciting than this? (you need better friends man) I started to learn the nuances of reality The more i learned the more it seemed less appealing These first world problems are getting to my head this is life i guess this is life i guess I’m just trying to find a song that’s nice to cry to to make me feel better about myself and that the world is great and i’m important or something wholesome like that I’m just trying to find a song that’s nice to cry to to make me feel better about myself and that the problems that i’m feeling are as equally as valid as the problems that you’re feeling too
3.
I don’t know why, everything breaks the moment we try to fix it Maybe i found some clarity in broken bottled water, stream of consciousness Clean, i’m keeping it clean Oh it’s closing in again, oh no i’ve lost my friends spiralling in circles, making attempts to be a better man Oh it’s happening again, i don’t know how this ends spiralling in circles, finding the words to tell you how much it meant I know i’ve lost a friend, i know i’m not in important, but i’m trying hard to be, i’m trying hard to be me I know i’m not your friend, but do you think about me often? If it’s meant to be, if it’s meant to be me
4.
To Be Clean 02:26
I picture you staring at me, oh how it feels so good to be clean I miss my anxiety about what to do next, when we did dangerous things like lying in bed Oh how it feels so good to be clean Oh how it feels so good to be clean I promised you a mountain, but i dug up a hole I promised you’d be safe and a home I promised myself i’d stay awake, no more wasted moments spent dreams in my head Oh how it feels so good to be clean Oh how it feels so good to be clean
5.
Next Year 02:41
Look at yourself in the mirror Is this the person that you thought you would be? Your age doesn't justify all the wrinkles in your skin or the fact that you hair’s getting patchy and thin You whisper to yourself, you’ll be fine you’ll be fine You whisper to yourself, you’ll be fine, you’ll be fine I’ll be fine Each year is going faster and faster but I Keep telling myself i can’t wait for next year Each day is going faster and faster but I Keep telling myself i can’t wait for next year
6.
Well I guess I still have my consciousness left inside my head, it keeps me awake All these songs that make me cry I still try to sing them alone at night But I hate who i’ve become All these knots have come undone Well I found my home Deep inside your soul It was the blackest form At least it keeps me warm All these songs that i still write, I still try to give them some sort of life But I hate who i’ve become All these knots have come undone I’m so bored inside my head (I’m sleeping, i’m sleeping) I’m sleeping, in my head i’m never going home At least that’s what i’m told You called it, i’ve got a fear that’s overwhelming You called it, i’ve got a fear that’s overwhelming and i want you to know
7.
I see my friends are starting to forget me I know somewhere else I’d rather be A place where I feel alright I’ve spent too much time Thinking about how it was or how I could have dealt with it better But I’ve come to realize that I’m so much happier And that’s for me to decide Goodbye to my old endeavours Texting me and texting you wishing that you would text me back I know I could have been better I’m sorry, for the last time I apologise This is the final call No more backsies or saying how I ruined it all
8.
I’ll guess i’ll talk to you, if you finally find the right words to say It’s not over, till your eyes roll and your attention starts to sway It’s getting colder, each December we spent stuck in our heads You tell your brother, you don’t have any issues but you still sound the same You know it better than, what Brandon said about losing all your friends again Jake was right, why don’t you come back over here and pick on someone your own size You’re like a rock, always so stoic I’m like your emotional piece of shit, that’s always about to lose something irrelevant But it’s what i’m used to and it’s always changing your mind about all your relationships and such I guess we’ll still be friends after all of this ends I guess i’ll talk to you, when you finally find the right words to say It’s getting harder and harder not to want to punch your stupid face and all that time that you spent wondering how this will end I guess

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released August 2, 2022

Recorded by Qamarul from 3dB productions
Mixed and Mastered by Kin Leonn
Music and lyrics by Xingfoo&Roy
Guest Vocals by Desirée Chew and Alif Zaini
Trumpets by Paul Lin
Piano by Kin Leonn

Album Artwork by Desirée Chew

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